I had a few instances lately where I was cursing god. Just outright cursing. The first was when I saw a woman with a spine degenerative disease. She was only about 21 years old and she was grossly malformed and twisting and squirming just to walk forward down the street.
God, what the hell are you THINKING? You made life hard enough as it is… screwed us with the stupid rules you created, and then some people you worked over GOOD. FOR WHAT?
What are you DOING GOD? You’ve farked up the entire human condition and yet you’re still finding individuals to attack and humiliate – as if their life wasn’t already going to be hell.
Why did you create a world of suffering? I don’t see a GOOD reason. Stupid, unquestioning christians talk about a GOOD god… a GOOD purpose… what schlock! What a crock of crap that is.
Open your eyes – all of you believers in a good god and take a look around you. What do you see? Good things? I don’t.
I am becoming convinced over these months of questioning… you are not at all a good god. You must be a reject from somewhere else. Some other, good god, told you – go start a loser planet somewhere and see who respects you… see who can live with it. And you did. And here we are – you’re project, thoroughly dicked over from day 1.
I don’t like it and I’m going to kick you right in your goddamned forehead when I see you.